the pleasure of the ordinary, everday agony included

I feel light and connected. It is the pleasure of the ordinary, everday agony included...

just hi and hello from a man in wisconsin near the the finer trailer parks... currently flabby and fat, a miniature penis and impotent to boot ... have a new tube in my jugular vein that pops out below my collarbone so the nurses can suck my blood (hemochromatosis: click title for info), the surgeon must have twisted my neck 360 degrees, Christ it hurts... but ya know, at least I have health insurance and a job and there is not sewage and toxic chemicals and dead dogs in my house... at least I have a house and electricity and lots of other things (like a clean hospital with electricity to insert a tube and family to drive me home)... ahhh, life`s good, R. (I used to hate it when my mother would say "you could have worse problems"... it seemed like insulting complacency to me and those "others" with real problems... but lately, I feel foolish even trying to whine.) PeaceLoveGrace&Mystery.... hope all's well.